"It's time to take a breather and to reflect on the past few days. Now that the Full Moon is beginning to wane, life should settle down a bit. Still, your words carry more weight than you realize, so consider what you say before you stir up another round of emotional turmoil.
Sunday, October 8, 2006"

Right on. Blah. That's all.

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

It's okay that my favorite show went off the air two years ago. :)

Wala! I think I stopped updating because I didn't know how to use this anymore.. but I'm updating again. Because on weeknights like this I'll have something to do. And because I like sharing photographs and little bits. :)

So, this summer was great, junior year will be great, and 311 was (a while ago)..

I will still share pictures every once and a while.

(Pre-Tom Pretty 6/21/06, My bitches♥)

Hi. Hello. I can't believe tomorrow I'll only be in Coyle until 10:45, and I'm not going back. The year went by slow, but the last few days go by really fast. I feel like everything goes by really fast. I feel like that's what happened last year when I decided to go to Coyle. And I'm afraid that will happen again now that I'm deciding to go back to Attleboro. I obviously never know what I want. But I wish I had more time to really sit down, look around, and think about it. I guess the whole school year wasn't enough time.

I don't know how I feel about it. Ahh. I was really nervous to go the begining of this year, I don't know whether I told anyone or not, but I didn't know what to except, and what I got wasn't what I excepted, even though, I didn't know what to except. What I do know is, I'm going to miss people. But only really miss a very few. The handful of girls that helped make this new year for me so much easier, thank you, I think you know who you are. And I need to thank my parents later tonight, because I've just realized they've supported all my crazy decisions go back and forth since freshman year.

I know academically, Coyle is a better school, but I'm just not happy there. Academics isn't even all I want to get out of my high school career. I think socially, I was rarely myself. I'm unsure why I didn't at least come out of my "shell" towards the end of the year. I had my english teacher write me a recommendation for the course I'm taking a Brown, and she actually wrote I was "on the shy side". I guess the school and the people were just to different to throw in the middle of the four short years you're in high school. I tried it, but private school is just not for me. I don't even believe in the Catholic religion, which is a big factor there. At the end of sophmore year, I don't regret it. I'm glad I took the chance. I learned from just the experience of going from knowing at least half of the people in a school (of 2,000) to not knowing a single person that firt day. I learned other things at Coyle that I'll take with me, but most of all I gained those few friends that I will always keep.

So to everyone I met at Coyle and Cassidy High School, thank you for a good year. Even though I think no more than 7 or so people really got to know me. I don't know why I felt I had to write some kind of justification for leaving. But, please don't judge me for coming for one year. And please do not assume people from public high schools wont get into good colleges. I'll go back to Attleboro with my best friends and I'll do absolute best, and I'll be happy.

You want everyone to like you. You try too hard. People catch on.

I either want that or that. No other options. I'm seriousss.

It's just my good luck to get my first ear infection ever 3 days before I have to fly. I'm scared I hope there's not going to be too much hearing loss. But I can't wait to be in Florida and come back and go to Maine that weekend and then come back and see Cat Power and then the last day of school is June 16th and then there's all these concerts coming up and then waalaa it's summer and it's going to be AMAZING FUN.

There, there, baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin, oh, don't kill yourself, cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Today my mom called me and left me a voice mail during school to tell me she heard on the radio that someone is going to die on O.C. this Thursday. "Oh my goood, can you believe it? I'm nervous, well get back to class."

Badfish.

Well.
My mom turned 50 today, that's weird.
I'm flying to Florida alone the weekend of the 27th.
And we're out of coldcuts, I hate that.
And then a million other things.

 

Random/old fun =]  

Have a gooood day. ;-)

I'm developing my sense of humor
til I can laugh at my heart between your teeth
til I can laugh at my face beneath your feet

Regina Spektor the other night and Matisyahu last night.. Amazingggg fun. Being this exhausted has never been more worth it. =) Thank you Kristina and Kait!♥

I've been staying at Nicole's since early Sunday because my parents are in Florida, again, but with our schedules and having to work, we haven't both been in the house together for more than five minutes. Other than at night, and the past two nights I've come in crashing no earlier than 12. I have to go to work now for 3.. I just want to hang out with my best friend and take a nap, waaaa. Words cannot express my happiness and need for vacation next week.

Well, my birthday's Thursday. =) Sweet 16.